Ready to shine...
Red = blood, white = pure, combination, stop sign.
Too different to mix...
Too broken to fix.
Vanished, out of sight...
On goes the light...
To them, oh so blinding...
So much truth I’m finding.
Too much to show...
Sunk so low.

World, world, go away...
Silence I say.
Shh, don’t talk...
Lets go for a walk.
Maybe now you’ll see...
Where’s your integrity?
No one is above you, nor below...
Towards your fate you flow.
And the truth shall set you free...
Meek inherit, without me.

Live fast, die more...
To our space we soar...
So empty, so deep...
Down the street, we creep...
So nothing, so dead...
Born, and to this we are wed.

No point to exist...
Wasted time, not missed.
To be or to see...
Childhood lies or reality?

16 years I wandered for...
And then I died and found so much more.
But the others couldn’t...
And I knew they wouldn’t.
A gift of sight from that magic wand...
Seeing truth, like an unspoken bond.
Hocus pocus...
No more focus.
I know enough...
People, it’s not a bluff.
I’m up, I’m down...
Society, the thorns in my crown.
Surrounded in flame...
From out of nowhere he came.
They turned their back...
Turned him black.
He will never arise...
Because humanity can’t open it’s eyes.

Wah, wah, I’m just a baby, about a year old...
Spank me, I a bad boy, don’t do what I’m told.
Independence, so many temptations...
Nukes in enemy nations.
A computer bug ready to bite...
Technology vs humanity, the final fight?

I hope, I pray...
At the bottom of the top I lay.
So close, but way too far...
Truth playing through his guitar.
No hope for a hopeless society...
Hoping is what killed me.
Scooby Doo, where are you?
Nation’s future fighting and drinking brew.
Unaware to why the outcast has a gun...
MTV on the television.
5 senses they don’t seem to use...
Murder, corruption, and fire on the news.
 

What I say, it’s in everyone...
But what I felt is done.
Live it outside of you...
So black, but so clear too.

Life caught in a groove...
Don’t wanna make another move.
It just leads to pain...
Suffering, guilt, fear, confusion and I’m not insane.
Damn, it’s so hard, people, people, go away...
As they command, you follow, I’m crazy you say?
Twists and turns...
I’m dizzy, I’m the one who learns.
Out of the spiral, holy fucking Jesus...
It’s so wrong! Look at us?

Drip drop...
Make it stop.
By the bullets blood glare...
And the planes bursting in air.
Have I gloated?
Sorry, I’m empty and imploded.
Taken down from the inside...
Another fucked up ride.

Gun at the back, c’mon, pull the fucking trigger...
It really is this bad, anti-you is getting bigger.
It’s so crazy, so story book...
It’s coming to an end, sit back and look.
Atleast I made a little difference...
You people make no sense.
Free-fell to I don’t know where...
Nobody else around, my own little lair.
A mystery you can’t describe...
An ancient, unknown, extinct tribe.

Some things you just can’t know...
Maybe after death, something will show?
Nobody knows, so assume it’s all a lie...
And seek the truth until you die.

    'Words'
Top of the peak...
Do not speak.
Fast as a laser...
Marijuana blazer.
Floating through the night...
Electric brought from a kite.
Leavin’ on a jet plane...
Driving me insane...
Pure-bread elite...
You cannot defeat.

Mutilated earth...
What’s it all worth?
What put that in your head?
T.V. or what your parents said?
What happened to independence?
What happened to common sense?
Hush little Jonny, don’t say a word...
You can’t be heard.

Dependent to their technology, they wander aimlessly...
Concluding in nowhere, bleeding heavens, or a different hell for
eternity.
You better not cry, you better not pout...
And the lights go out.
Feel the words that not enough backed...
North’s freezing, of care I lacked.
Just let me hope...
And give a “Fuck you” to the pope.
Princess died, another Kennedy too...
What the fuck does it matter to you?
July 4th, fireworks, what to celebrate?
A long, long fucking wait.
I lost you, ha ha...
What’s so good about Canada?
It’s all hell...
Oh fucking well.

Turn on the light...
Damn, this just ain’t right.
Grow, grow, grow your pot...
Why the dot, dot, dot?
Mind games...
Forgot your names.
Aren’t you sick of me?
Sliding down, wee wee!

Self elimination...
Landfilled plantation.
Destroying me, their nothing they talk...
Shot up, stabbed, outlined in chalk.
All I want, is for this world to end...
Dog, man’s best friend.

So many wasted, purchased bodies...
Aww, Y2K, make this end, please?
Maybe I’m wrong...
Well the wait won’t be long.
You deserve nothing better...
Reality, have you met her?
She’s a bitch, and so fucking what...
Football hut, King Tut, Lassie’s a mutt.
Implanted minds, pointlessness that I see through...
But I don’t know what the fuck to do.

To you, I don’t care what I am...
I’m me, you’re property of Uncle Sam.
So live in your stupid world, without me...
And only death may set you free.
Or find you, with so much to discover...
After future, then what? Undercover.

So many faces, I wonder what they’re thinkin...
Carving my insides out like a Halloween pumpkin.
So many lives, resting in peace...
So many empty houses up for lease.
Hobo arrested for holding up a store...
Geez, heartless, well I’ll look some more.

Kailey, I can’t do anything...
So much pain you bring.
Memories that can’t go away...
Turn the other way.
Lose me, lost myself, won’t be found...
Staring at the sky, lying on the ground.
So far away...
The kids want to play.
I just want left behind...
Me and my mind.
My words, so much of me...
But I’m just another casualty.
And you don’t really know what I’m sayin...
If there’s a God, he won’t grant my prayin.
The child who just don’t blend...
Count me down, for...no one, 3, 2, the end.

Mind’s too hazy...
Everything’s so crazy.
She gots my soul...
I’ll pack another bowl.

Now wasting away, feels alright...
I can smile at the night.
But my words seem to just run dry...
Who cares? I’m fucking high!
If you’re happy and you know it...
Then you’re a stupid piece of shit.
Fake happiness, all I got...
Too bad it makes my brain rot.
But I need feeling...
And I need to put holes in my parents ceiling.

Or I swear, I’d die...
Then somebody might cry.
Who gives a shit?
Nobody has a life, let me quit.
But no, the people need their reminders...
They need to forget me and put on their blinders.
Fuck the people! Fuck humanity!
Harass me, let me laugh, then call me crazy.
But I’m telling you the future is present...
And this is how it was meant...
Ignore what I said...
Bury my head.

Not even 1 percent seems to care...
Punk’s playing, goth’s drugging, and I am where?
Somewhere you’ve never been...
Writing history through my pen.
Call it fiction?
Wrong prediction.
Life is but a dream...
How does that seem?

Give me something to hold on to...
Cuffed, tied, and so far from you.
It’s over I guess?
Yeah, I know I’m a fucking mess.
Just drifting up the stairs...
Wondering if she still cares.
Maybe I could block it away, like she says she does...
Remembering how it was.
Beaten, battered...
Everything mattered.
I don’t think I want to...
Or maybe I do?
It’s so fucking confusing...
Maybe I should quit accusing?
Damn, the thoughts, just flow...
Now where’s my space of a mind gonna go?

Are they really as shallow as they appear?
When you look at me, I see your fear.
I’m something you’ve never seen...
So different, so interesting.
But what’s inside, you’ll really never understand...
Not even I can, who’s out-manned?
Don’t fuck with me, I warn...
Your sold out, just like trendy ass Korn.
Selling our nuclear plans to Japan...
But I’m proud to be an American.
Because...that’s just the way it is...
It’s what my father said, and same with his.
Can’t you see we’re all the same?
Human, I’m for us, not the God damn fame.

Maybe back then, it might have been right...
But not now, people, WE HAVE TO FIGHT.
Change with our government, totally impossible...
Because their economy’s great, and their lives so “wonderful.”
For them, NOT YOU...
Blair Witch, Simpsons, MTV too.
The reason? I will never understand...
Divided we will fall, take your last stand.

Now make a nice ending...
Aww, look at all this advice I’m lending.
Crazy reality, you’ll ignore, you’ll retreat...
Did we really meet?
Who cares, I am too good to lose...
So alone I choose.
Love ties me down...
Turns my lips brown.
To the slow, ass kissing, ahh, nevermind...
Don’t try to understand, don’t try to find.
Whatever I had, it’s gone away...
Return? Maybe someday...
But I don’t think I should...
Cause it never seems to turn out good.
Whoa, confusing...
Not too amusing.
So fuck it, I don’t lie...
The truth bids you another goodbye.

More, less, faster, slower...
Who’s fault? Me or her?
Fucking punk rock...
Right down the block.
But they just want to play...
Don’t live as their words say.
But do I?
Am I a lie?
The world may never know...
Watch me grow.

My words, my sword...
“Freedom!” the warriors roared.
Like lightning it hits...
Up from the bottomless pits.
Always there, but never seen...
Do you understand what I mean?
The final beginning...
Of the end I’m meaning.
So join the anti-world pack...
And never, ever look back.

-Holy fucking wow. Too long? Then you shouldn’t of read it...