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Everything
so predictable...
Didn’t
push, didn’t pull.
Saw
the truth, handled it...
Ignorance
is all he quit.
Tried,
tried, and tried again...
You
ignored him then.
Maybe
you read, or even agreed...
But
you didn’t really follow his lead.
He
was right and scared me too...
But
believe, the real me, don’t want you.
Out
of the spotlight...
Making
somebody’s day alright.
Wondering
why...
Being
high.
Waiting
for my ride...
Crying
heart on the inside.
Shoving
so much wrong away...
Got
left alone that day.
I
wanted to save her so bad...
Betrayed,
dead, and she’s got me sad.
Mind
ignores the heart...
Remembers
hell at Wal-Mart.
No
expression, so nowhere...
Reality
is not fair.
Kailey,
my heart, you own...
Left
me all alone.
You
kill me, I kill you...
Now
you’re hopeless too.
Bow
down, say a prayer...
Nobody
will be there.
Or
get shot up by reality...
Then
you’ll see.
Don’t
question, just listen...
I
am what you have been missin.
Keep
crying, nobody cares...
Difference,
nobody dares.
Dead
end path...
I
did the math.
My
mind, my heart, can’t agree...
Bring
the chaos, release me.
Gonna
kill time until Y2K...
And
until then, for our end I pray.
Speak
your mind, think on your own...
Do
not let your true self die unknown.
But
again, I sit home alone tonight...
In
your mind, at your heart, I bite.
Stay
the hell away from me...
Cause
you can’t see what I see.
Back
off, you expressionless, plain clothed fake...
Take
my slapping for your God’s sake.
It’s
not hate, it’s reality...
And
it’s hopeless, for everybody.
-Except me. :-) La La